When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out.
- Elizabeth Bowen -
- Elizabeth Bowen -
A new song in my blog... I love the lyrics... All the songs that I'm gonna present here will be representing how I feel & about our relationship...
This is me & his blog... Although he has never post any topic over here... But this blog has recorded down from the beginning of our story til honestly the-never-know ending... If the God would have bestowed me a power, I would like to let this story goes never ending... He treats me like nobody would have able to do so... He's just too sweet for me...
We always talk heart-to-heart on the phone... Everynight... This has become a habit for us... Makes us like can't live without listening to each other voice before we can have a sweet dream... Although we'd just started, but we can feel each other's heart... Our sincerity... A heart that always being with each other... We just can't wait to see each other... I bet for the very 1st second that he sees me, we are gonna give each other a lovely tight hug... For being apart for 1 month...
Honestly, he has a special status in my heart now... Since from 17th May, 2008 til .................................. who can tell? I admit that I'd been treating him in kinda bad manner when we'd just started... As I was not used to be a good girlfriend... I mean this is a real love story not some unofficial flirting that were happening on me last time.
We both know that we had undesirable pasts... To being together & completely starting our new journey we need to cope with our pasts together... His "ex" & my "immature behaviour"... He has given all his trust in me... I'd become a part of his dream... His future will all considering about me too... I'm very touch... He wants me to get the feeling of having "real boyfriend"... Yes... I can feel it...
I'd realised that to get through all these undesirable things, we must both have faith in each other... Especially my parents, He doesn't wish I will be lying to my parents all the time when I wanna spend time with him... If I can cope it & be honest to my parents, he will be the first guy ever that I'll be bringing home... But for the time being, I would keep it in my heart... Instead, this is a relationship among me & him but not my parents... But, it's a neccessary to tell my parents as well...
His parents & friends are getting to know me... Which I really feel warm... On the other hand, I'm afraid too... I'd never been so 'revealling' in a relationship... I'd never think that I could be a part of his life... It's like I'm really his & he's mine=)
Now this is just the beginning for us... I wish that our dreams & future can be both become reality by us... Maybe it's too early for us to decide but we will both hold our hand, walk together, as long as we can... Make our distance become closer & closer... He's a guy that I'd ever wished of... Caring, sweet, will not keeping me aside, understanding... These were what I was telling my friends since few years ago... Since I know what is love to me... Since I want a boyfriend... Now the God has blessed me with such a guy =)
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