I'm ChayYee biatch

Did I change?
Shuyi said I'd changed... My cousin said that I'd changed... Kyin said that I'd changed...
Ermmm... How did I change?
I don't know...
They said when it was last time, I will never think of my boyfriend, I will not miss them, I will not do things for them...
Errrmmm... Izzit???
I'm blurring @.@
Lolx...
I know I love them, but it's through my mouth not from the bottom of my heart...
But I know that this is my first time that all my friends telling me to treat him good-.-
Why not asking him to treat me good?
My cousin said because "we know u!"...
Wahhh... This sounds so... Eh-hermmm~~~ Like I'm so bad only...
All these while, were guys treating me bad ok? I was just punishing them... Ishhhhh~~~
Today my cousin called... She kept asking me, "one day, one day... I need to 'spot-check' a bit.... Faster arr... I'm serious!" Lolx... She's so exciting to see him... Alamak~~~
With all the wishes from friends I feel comfortable to be with him... Previously, friends were giving me advice more than wishing... They would asked me to stop doing this way, don't do this & bla bla bla... I know I used to had undesirable pasts... But it was past... Like what he always told me, "since now we are together, we should look at the way we are going, not looking back..."
Yup... Together we will go on... =)